Hep yorgundur umutlar\u0131m. <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

Ne zaman birini sevmeye <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

kalksam, Kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

otururum yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na. <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

\u00d6yle beni y\u00fcrekten seven de olmaz zaten. <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

Biraz \u0131\u015f\u0131ldayan g\u00f6zlere dal\u0131p, T\u00fcrl\u00fc hayalin <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

pe\u015fine tak\u0131l\u0131p gitse y\u00fcre\u011fim. Ayr\u0131l\u0131k <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

gelip \u00e7atar birden. Sonra h\u00fcz\u00fcn vurur <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

g\u00f6zlerimin sahiline. A\u011flamak isterim <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

kendimle bir ba\u015f\u0131ma \u00f6ylece. Herkes gibi<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

benim de \u00e7ocuk yanlar\u0131m var. Masum <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fler saklar\u0131m hep. \u0130\u00e7ten ve masum <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fler. Asl\u0131nda Kalabal\u0131klar kadar <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

yaln\u0131z\u0131m ben. Ecel gelse \u00f6ld\u00fcrmez. <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

Tutsam hayat\u0131n ellerinden. Ak\u015fam <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

k\u0131z\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcr d\u00fc\u015flerim. \u00c7oktur <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

k\u00fcs\u00fc\u015flerim. O y\u00fczden \u00f6fkem hep <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

kendimi yakar. Bazen susuz \u00e7\u00f6llere<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

d\u00fc\u015ferim. \u00d6yle \u00e7ok susar\u0131m ki a\u015fka. <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

\u0130\u00e7ten gelir duygular\u0131m. Ama i\u00e7ten <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

sevmez umut baglad\u0131klar\u0131m. Susar\u0131m,<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

kanar\u0131m. Vakit benden \u00e7alar. Uzaklar <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r . Gidemem bir ad\u0131m \u00f6teye. <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

Ve A\u011flamak isterim kendimle <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

bir ba\u015f\u0131ma \u00f6ylece.. <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n

<\/h2>\n

Bayar \u00d6zer<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hep yorgundur umutlar\u0131m. Ne zaman birini sevmeye kalksam, Kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi otururum yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na. \u00d6yle beni y\u00fcrekten seven de olmaz zaten. Biraz \u0131\u015f\u0131ldayan g\u00f6zlere dal\u0131p, T\u00fcrl\u00fc hayalin pe\u015fine tak\u0131l\u0131p gitse y\u00fcre\u011fim. Ayr\u0131l\u0131k gelip \u00e7atar birden. Sonra h\u00fcz\u00fcn vurur g\u00f6zlerimin sahiline. A\u011flamak isterim kendimle bir ba\u015f\u0131ma \u00f6ylece. Herkes gibi benim de \u00e7ocuk yanlar\u0131m var. Masum g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fler …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[678],"tags":[668,674,676,708,677],"class_list":["post-579","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siirler","tag-ask","tag-guzel","tag-sevgi","tag-siirler-2","tag-sozler"],"yoast_head":"\n